tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post3174276852686996892..comments2011-12-08T23:32:13.791-08:00Comments on disappear here: i see, therefore i liveCLAYhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13908582281903658452noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-50321482426221221262011-12-08T23:32:13.791-08:002011-12-08T23:32:13.791-08:00i actually tried to kill myself three times when i...i actually tried to kill myself three times when i was a kid. mostly i woke up and just threw up for a whole day and survived. my mom never knew until i had to go to therapy.<br /><br />lol i feel kind of stupid but yeah hahatriggered_shothttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03702905952350739526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-72061490875618950702010-09-22T10:10:01.549-07:002010-09-22T10:10:01.549-07:00@Kane: i'll say. before id be pestered with de...@Kane: i'll say. before id be pestered with demands of gettin a wife and starting a family. now, what i get are requests for grandchildren, just cuz i told 'em i still plan on gettin kids, but only through surrogacy by ivf.<br /><br />@citybuoy: most inviting indeed.<br /><br />you guys take care. <br />and thanks for reading.CLAYhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13908582281903658452noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-78772794892050790172010-09-21T03:45:01.448-07:002010-09-21T03:45:01.448-07:00At least that's over now. Suicide's never ...At least that's over now. Suicide's never an option although at times, it is most inviting.citybuoyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00750180276675423002noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-19315605251368121802010-09-19T20:22:28.819-07:002010-09-19T20:22:28.819-07:00Clay, you were right. It is intense.
But, you got...Clay, you were right. It is intense.<br /><br />But, you gotta admit, that was a rather effective method of getting a parent's acceptance. Whew.<br /><br />You know, I have never tried to kill myself, though there a time I wished I were dead. Just so I wouldn't feel anything.<br /><br />KaneKanehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13948473232058321828noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-85790890479371150232010-09-18T08:15:24.977-07:002010-09-18T08:15:24.977-07:00still, it's a good thing he survived. thanks f...still, it's a good thing he survived. thanks for the comment. :)CLAYhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13908582281903658452noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-1945229742181319632010-09-18T07:33:05.002-07:002010-09-18T07:33:05.002-07:00I have this friend who killed himself on several o...I have this friend who killed himself on several occasions, and never succeeded. He looked awful as they were pumping the antibiotics from him, blood was streaming in steady intervals from that plastic tube that was coming out of his nose. He was trying to vomit into this pail that was to his left, it all smelled bad, and we spent three rolls of tissue paper wiping away all that snot, and saliva, and mucus from his face. He used to be so pretty. <br /><br />He still is, but there's always that memory. <br /><br />Cheers Clay!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04766283916765227370noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-61136666460284504342010-09-17T20:51:56.693-07:002010-09-17T20:51:56.693-07:00thanks aik c. i dont have that much articles yet b...thanks aik c. i dont have that much articles yet but ive a few of em comin up. so yeah, thanks! :DCLAYhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13908582281903658452noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7169623496911633002.post-7594355144500535142010-09-17T16:10:45.907-07:002010-09-17T16:10:45.907-07:00Right now reading your blog was very timely becaus...Right now reading your blog was very timely because I needed to disappear. You are one hell of a read, and yes I still am reading through the rest of the articles that you have and this stuck to my thoughts like butter in my tongue. <br /><br />"...if I close my eyes I do become invisible. Maybe that's what I thought then. If I close my eyes I see nothing. All becomes nothing. Even myself. An absolute, pitch-black, nothing. ... No questions. No answers... That simple."<br /><br />I look forward to reading your thoughts day to day.<br />-Aik C.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com